( Repost)
"Music exalts each joy, allays each grief, expels diseases, softens every pain, subdues the rage of poison, and the plague." (John Armstrong)
I'm your Lady Lucille after Lea. She was the past, a one friend of mine, my long lost friend. We both have different point of views, ti'll i found you yesterday, i just said hello!, a one hello that make me feels like heaven. We've got tonight, forever tonight, you tell me, you are so beautiful, beautiful in my eyes, and you thought, yes, she believes in me..You decorated my life, so slow i'm fallen for you, really, my foolish heart constantly loving you. I fall for you the more the closer i get to you. I think that when a man loves a woman they try always to find 100 ways just to give their girl a glory of Love. You're the inspiration for me, co'z you are one in a million, then later, i dreamed of, i've got to believe in magic that one day in your life, i will be your endless Love. Just once, you say that you love me and this time i feel i'm crazy, half crazy. I remember what Lea said to me, don't fall in love with the dreamers but i don't have a heart not to love somebody, besides, Love moves in mysterious way, then of course, i'd still say Yes....
Through the years i always thought that we will be forevermore, just only between the two of us always paradise. Until one day you look like a coward of the country, i asked you why?. You look into my eyes and say, can we just stop and talk a while?. I feel weak that moment even now, then you say, "naging masaya ako sa piling mo kahit isang saglit, kung malaya lang ako i don't say goodbye. I'm shock, you said i love you but you lied, "kung mahal mo siya" you don't need to this to me. It was almost paradise to us, now, how am i supposed to live without you? How do i keep my music playing? How do you heal a broken heart like mine? You just told me back its really hard to say i'm sorry, but I'm really sorry, after all, what matters most to me is having you in my life is like a beauty and madness, my light and shades but honesty i did to love you....then, you say goodbye...
I cried every night after that incident, when i heard the song there's no easy way to break somebody's heart, it only reminds me of you. I won't hold you back now and if ever your in my arms again, i never let you go again even if i know it can't be happen co'z if the feeling is gone, i should let you go now, but before i let you go, i want you to know, that if love will lead you back, i don't know if we can be like before, besides, i wasn't the one who said goodbye.
Someday, the next time i fall and if i should love again, i'll make sure that i never hurt like that. Make my name tattoed on their mind to remember me this way and i'll be the first one who say, I love you, goodbye...
Maybe it will be until i fall in love again...
